I am not on my own

I’m not on my own
I’m not on my own
I am stronger than you are
I’m not on my own
I can fight the whole world
I am not on my own
I am not on my own
I am following the wind
I am not on my own
I’m the flowing water ashore
I’m not on my own
I am not alone
I am not forgetting I’m here
I am not alone
I am definitely strong
I am so much more
I am who I am
I am what I say
I define who I am
I figure out what is right
I’m not on my own
I’m not on my own
and never will be.

One thought in an ocean of things, after I finally had to curious to speak up to my friend about something big.

Bookwurm to the max

Saturday I finally picked up my so long awaited books of the Throne of Glass series from Sarah J. Maas. I’ve been waiting for the past two weeks to continue reading after I finished the first three books and the prequel within a month. It’s a good thing for me that I had so many gift cards to spend, otherwise I would have never been able to continue reading. 

It turned out, I spent most of my Saturday night reading in Queen of Shadows, only to later start in Empire of Storms. [SPOILER] What I loved most about these books in the character development of Aelin over the series. I have not reached the end yet, but I know, and was actually surprised that she is living on borrowed time. It was something I didn’t expect to happen, that the main character of the books would end up dead, or more like, is going to need to forfeit her life to make her friends be able to live on.  

What I’m thinking of now however, is that the last part of Empire of Storms gave me the idea her cousin Aedion would be able to give that sacrifice as well, but I don’t know, it seems like a theory that got developped in my mind, and one I am curious to reveal once I get back to reaing the last two books of the series. [SPOILER OUT]

It was so very typical of me to jump in the books as if it was my own story, and it felt like an escape from reality feeling and hearing how the story goes on. It was like time travel. The first moment you’re at the beginning of a journey, but then all of a sudden you end up overseas, which took you only three weeks of sailing, and not knowing what to do. I wonder if others also experience reading like this, or that it is just me, who gets caught up in someone else’s world for a little while. 

Musicalish Cash

People, especially with birthdays, like to give me cash. In my country, we barely use cash, and at my uni I’m not even able to pay with cash at all anymore. Everything goes with your bankcard, and I like it. There is a system that up to 25 euros you don’t need to enter your pincode, but once you go over that you have to again. In some ways it makes it easier to pay, sometimes too easy if you ask me, since people can even do it if they still your card, but only up to 25, till you have to enter that devious pincode again.

Today I got my hands on more cash it seems though, even tho I spent most of what I got from my birthday, partly on my graphic tablet, and partly on the pup crawl from the student assosiation. There are some minor things to take into account though, today I got paid in cash, because it’s lovely and a hassle to pay musicians, especially amateurs like myself by bank account. That would be such of a hassle. 

Our group or actually large quartet existed out of three first violinist, three second violinsts, a viola, which would be me, and a cello player. Each year we perform with this chorus in the church, but this time it was actually freezing, as in my hand were frozen solid at the end of the performance. It doesn’t really help that right now I’m watching the snow fall down in the dark sky, and am just sitting wrappeed in a blanket. 

I yet again have to think what I will have to with the little, but yet quite some of the cash I got today. I could buy about two books with it, as they are expensive here, but at the same time I could just save it up so I can use it later for when I want to travel again. So many options, yet I just received about five new books from the gift cards I had, so I think I’m good to go about reading for till the end of the year, hopefully.

Typical day out

What if you have never realy been out at the pups, but every now and then you tag along with others you know. That’s what happened with me. I agreed to join in on a pup crawl my study association organised, and at first I was where did I go into, but later I was actually enjoying myself, and having a good laugh with the guys.

The upside of studying engineering is that you get to hang out with a lot of dudes, but the downside is people who know them and not you, automatically asume you’re someone’s girlfriend. I thought it was kind of funny that one of the teachers present asked one of my school buddies if I was his girlfriend. I had a good laugh about it.

You must realise I don’t drink, but just having a soda while others are having shots and beer is also fun, in some way. I laughed a lot about the stupid things my group did, one of them being the fact they hung someone in a sitting position with duct tape, hilarious, but also just the random jumping and dancing that appeared when they were getting a bit more loose than their standard normal selfs. 

The most fun I had about yesterday, is the fact, while I was still able to go to school, hence long live soda, one of my teachers called in sick. I guess it’s the survival of the fittest, also known as students. The thing about my teacher is that he was studying at my uni the year before me and just graduated and started working here. It’s quite cool to have such teacher. 

Nothing without Something

What if the world was the only person I would be alive for? Could there be any change, or would I just be the person fooling around with my life. Danger continues to haunt me. My time as my own is not completely realistic.

There is nobody in the way to success, but, imagine that there actually is. And that person is called you. You are the only person holding yourself back. Your fears your anxious words, or your depressed look on the world. But sometimes you just have to jump in and make it, since you are the only one who can shape your world.

For me it feels different. It is as if I know what I want to do, but at the same time I’m on my own. What nobody ever realises is that you need yourself to continue. I wonder though, what if I lost myself in the process of becoming of who I am. Am I still myself then? Or are my thoughts not my own anymore, but are they just send down to the world himself.

I’ve been thinking of this as I finished John Green’s last book, Turtles all the way down. He managed to put it in such way it is realistic, that it doesn’t matter of being you at all, but that you can be whoever you want to be. It might cause you to lose some of the people you have around, but you don’t ever truly lose yourself in the process. No matter what comes at you, you’ll fight to get through, and that is what keeps us going. Forever.

The Land of the Foretold

Author’s note: This was written with a mix of emotions from my memories.

Rose wondered why she woke up in an empty room. There was nothing left of the usual cheerfulness that her sister brought in the morning. Why did she not wake her up? It was as if she would be late for school now. Rose wondered if the whole house was as empty as her room. She slowly got up and grabbed her bag for school. After that, she wandered around in the house and found a note on the table in the living room. It was placed in a rush as she could tell by the handwriting.

“Rose, we’re with mum to the hospital. Nothing serious. Just something with her knee. The usual stuff.” 

Rose nodded to herself. It was just the normal stuff, only now she would be late for school as her sister didn’t wake her up. Knowing that already she didn’t even try to hurry up as she would be late anyway.

The second class she had that day was an English test. It was the 23rd of February and as her teacher told her so she could write it on her exam paper and she remembered she still didn’t wish Zech a happy birthday yet, while that was so important!

The rest of the day passed by in a glimpse, Rose couldn’t wait to be back at home and hear that the rushed surgery of her mother would be alright. As she got home she grabbed her laptop and sat down in the living room. She was talking to Jay and got a hang of Zech to wish him happy birthday. Somehow, this time she managed to talk to him for a bit longer, and as she was talking to Jay and Zech at the same time, she saw her sister through the glass of the door enter the room. However, when Tai wanted to enter the door, it changed into a portal and she fell through it.

Rose was shocked and wanted to help, no to save her sister. Before she got up to run after her, she shot both Jay and Zech a message she was going to get her sister out of the portal that had just appeared in their living room. Rose lived in Luxembourg, but as she entered the portal she came into the land of the Foretold.

She fell on a sort of hill and started rolling, as if there was no end to it at all. She continued to roll and roll over and over again, not knowing where she was or where she was going to stop. In the end Rose managed to grab onto the branch of a bush that was next to her and she ended in the grass, but finally stopped rolling. The hill she stopped yet was still going down and next to her she saw a trace of something similar like her own. She was soon to realise that this was most likely the trail her sister left after entering the portal. Rose nodded to herself to gain some more courage and started to follow the trail.

It took her a long time to follow the trail but when it was nearly dark the trail of what she assumed was her sister’s was joined with the trail of feet and sticks. Rose made up that someone was able to grab her sister and took her as their prisoner. The prints on the ground looked like feet and not like shoes, so she continued to walk but more aware of her surroundings, as she didn’t want to be discovered and become a prisoner too.

Rose walked the whole evening and even took of her shoes. Her feet felt warm in the high grass and she wasn’t bothered by it at all. She had always loved nature and there was no way she was going to hate it because of this experience. As she was still walking she looked around. Up in the sky there were the stars greeting her and marking the trail she had to walk. But somewhere in the distance was a fire lightening up. She could see it through the dark of the night and knew she made it closer to her sister.

Not thinking clearly anymore Rose looked for a suited tree and stumbled over towards it. Without checking if the place was guarded she fell under the tree. Her mind was too exhausted to go on and her body agreed on sleep. The night was chill, and Rose hated the cold, but she couldn’t say boo or baa and immediately fell asleep with the tree and forest as her only cover.

~~~~~

Jay read the last message Rose sent him and, as he looked to the side of his laptop, he saw a purple blue portal appear. He didn’t live in the same country as Rose but had a close bond with her. They had the luck Luxembourg and The U.K. only had one hour of time difference and yet they stayed up till 6 am from time to time.

He was kind of curious where it would guide him but also had the idea it might be a dangerous place to go follow. In the end, the curiosity won it from the danger and he carefully touched the portal with his finger not knowing a single touch was enough to activate the portal.

Before he knew it, Jay was sucked into the portal and ended up into a green field. He didn’t know where he was or what had happened to him, but he knew for sure that he ended up in the same place Rose went to, it was just a gut feeling.

~~~~~

Zech wondered if what Rose had messaged him was true, but his doubt disappeared when at the left side of his laptop another portal appeared. He also lived in another country than she did, but a little bit closer. Germany had a border with Luxembourg and Zech and Rose had been talking about meeting up as she only lived 300 km away from each other, but it was never meant to happen.

He was a little bit more careful than Jay and he grabbed his bag. First, he thought of what to take with him, but that turned into a rush when he saw that the portal was growing from the side of his eyes. He grabbed the food in his room and three bottles of water he had just bought from the store. Zech was thankful that he had just bought groceries for the coming two days and he simply tossed all of them in his bag.

Then he nearly tripped over his laundry basket while he grabbed one of the folded hoodies from his desk. While doing so, he had one eye at the portal and knew there was not much time left. Zech also grabbed his notebook from the table and managed to wrap his arms around his pencil-case before the portal reached him. Within one touch, it was done and Zech stood in the field next to Jay.

~~~~~

“Woah! Look out!” Jay screamed at Zech as he appeared out of nowhere, on nearly the same place he had just appeared. Zech was just as surprised as Jay and decided it was time for immediate action. He didn’t have time for talking, he had to reach out to Rose as fast as possible, who knew what was happening to her, and how terrified she could be.

It was decided in a blink of a second and before Jay knew what was coming at him Zech got ready to fight him. The boys started to fight immediately but Jay didn’t have that much of experience with fighting as Zech did, after all, he was a gamer. Zech however had been running and lifting weights for years, and you could say he was in alright shape to win a fight like this.

When Jay saw no other option, he yelled out for Rose. “Rose forgive me!” Zech was just wanting to hit Jay with a final blow when he heard those words come out of Jay’s mouth, and he knew that even though he had no clue about who this boy was, he was related to Rose, so reason enough to not KO him.

“You know her?” Zech spoke with an unsteady voice, trying to gasp for breath as he felt his body wasn’t fully in shape after all. He blamed himself for slacking off and not always finishing his workout.

“Yes, I know, she’s the girl who said she was going to save her sister from a portal that appeared in her house. And now I’m here myself.”

“That means, there are four of us in this land, whatever it may be.” Zech mumbled in himself. Jay nodded even though he had not even slightest idea what the boy was talking about, he just refused to be hit again and wanted to get away from the boy as soon as possible.

“Oh sorry, the name is Zech. I used to be Rose’s friend. She messaged me today, as what she always does on my birthday.” Jay heard a kind of sadness in the man’s voice, but he decided to not ask any further about it, after all Rose had never mentioned she also talked to people older than herself.

“I’m Jay. She’s my friend.” Jay’s commend towards Zech sounded kind of forceful and he didn’t really know what to do in this kind of situation, he was unsure of himself, and just couldn’t believe he was really standing in front of someone he had never heard about, or wait a second, he did hear about him.

“You were on that forum as well, weren’t you?” Jay asked Zech. All he got back was a slight nod, but that was enough. Yes, Jay remembered him as a friend of Rose’s, yet Zech and him never had the chance to have a proper chat.

“We have to find her. It’s no use standing her, come.” Zech took the lead and Jay nodded. He was happy he didn’t need to do everything on his own. but also, carefully watched out for Zech, as he was very powerful after all.

Zech took his notebook out of his bag and a pencil, mumbled in himself and scribbled things on paper.

“What are you writing?”

“I’m creating a map of where all we go. After all, we don’t want to be lost do we?” Jay nodded towards Zech and together they walked in silence. It took them nearly a day to reach the border of the sandy place they were in, and the weather immediately switched. Jay started to shiver and Zech felt sorry for him, so he gave him his spare hoodie.

In the evening the two of them found a shelter made out of wooden sticks, yet they weren’t entirely sure it was safe. Together they decided that each of them would only sleep half the night, so they wouldn’t be surprised.

Jay heard his stomach growl as he was checking out the left side of the camp. They would need to find some food if they wanted to survive for another few days. When he got back at the shelter, he saw Zech sitting on the ground. He was eating something from his bag, and when he saw Jay he pointed at the space next to his bag. Exactly on that place were laying down some pieces of fruit and cookies. Zech nodded towards them and Jay immediately ate the food.

The following morning, Jay and Zech continued their search for Rose. Both were short on sleep but safe. Zech prepared something as a meal for them and gave Jay a bottle so he was able to drink as well. Before the two of them left, they made sure there were no traces left behind for someone who would eventually follow them around in the forest or return to the shelter.

During the middle of the day, Zech and Jay looked over a hill and saw a meadow. They had just left the forest behind by taking a turn in the way they were following, yet it seemed they made the wrong decision. With a lot of noise and pain, the two of them hit a sort of wall of glass and no matter where they went there was no way around it. It seemed this wall marked the border of the land they were in.

“Guess there is no other way than to turn around and follow the path through the forest after all.” Zech said as he turned to Jay, who was quick to agree. It wouldn’t hurt to follow the forest, but it meant it would be colder.

They walked a bit back and followed the trail till they got back at the split. Here the two of them turned back onto the path that led deep into the forest and walked most of the day. As the day turned to night Jay pointed out a fire into the sky, it looked closer as they continued to walk.

“Wait, maybe there are guards around the fire, we don’t know what to expect there.” Zech agreed on that and thought a bit about what to do.

“Let’s split up and walk in a circle around the fire, and then come back here. Then we know if it’s safe or not.”

“Agreed.” Jay nodded and turned left, while Zech turned right. The two of them turned around after they had taken ten steps and were just in time to see the other get captured by something that looked like cavemen.

~~~~~

Rose woke up by feeling something poke into the side of her body.

“Tai, leave me alone, just a few more minutes.” She mumbled as she thought she was back home and her sister was waking her up as she did every morning. But instead of stopping the poking only became more and more, and it started to hurt Rose.

She opened her eyes and looked in the eyes of someone she didn’t recognize. Her memory recovered quickly as she adapted to the situation. There was no way to escape so there was nothing else left for her to follow those tribesmen as she called them by that name in her head.

The tribesmen forced her to stay up and guarded her with the four of them. Rose was quite surprised to see their weapons were wooden spears, and they didn’t have any shoes to go with. Their clothing was made of leaves and as she came to the fireplace she saw woman with the same kind of clothing, but now she was able to see the leaves better.

It wasn’t just leaves but they were leaves from palm trees, the leaves were long enough to make any piece of clothing you would ever want, and Rose couldn’t stop looking around as she had never seen such innovative way of creating clothes, she was just so amazing it didn’t even occur to her those people meant her harm, instead of being nice to her.

Rose was pushed into one of the houses and sat down in on the side of it. The housing was made fully out of wooden sticks and had a round figure, yet the roof was fully flat and there wasn’t a place that gave her light at all. The only place in the prison that gave her light came from the small window on top, and as Rose took a look through the window she saw two guards, they were standing outside the door, and by then Rose knew it was over, she couldn’t go back to her home, even if she wanted to, and she lost her sister as well.

It took what Rose thought was forever before someone entered her prison again. It was one of the tribesmen to put food in front of her. Not knowing what it was, but being hungry Rose at it anyway, and when she was finished the tribesman disappeared back into the shadows and through the door.

Then an old man entered the room, and the roof was lifted a bit for a little bit more light. He tried to communicate with her, but she couldn’t understand him, even though she was fluent in her own language, French, German, English and Dutch. But the language the man used was more Chinese for her than anything else.

Rose tried to get a better look at the man and saw he looked really old, but he didn’t look like the tribesmen she had seen at all. He looked more like someone from Asia and she wondered how he ended up here. His hair was growing grey already but she saw it because of his eyes, they weren’t like the people at home, but they were like the Asian people she had seen on tv.

Then she had the idea the man tried a different language, and even another language, but for her they all sounded like Asian languages and she had no clue how to speak them. The man realised this too, so he got a little bit closer and this was just enough for the light behind him to shine on Rose’s red hair.

The man immediately changed his approach as he tried one of the more Western Languages. Rose heard some sentences in Norwegian, Swedish and even Spanish before the man finally jumped to language she knew, French!

“Yes, I speak French.” That was the first thing she said to the man, and his face looked relieved. Luckily, there was a language they were able to communicate in. Rose had the idea the man had already given up when she responded but went on to just check if he still knew all the languages.

The man explained to Rose why she was here. It was said that one of the four people that would arrive through the portals to the land of the Foretold had created. They would take one person with them and then divide to other persons that were needed. The man didn’t really know how the portals worked but he was about to tell about them as Rose interrupted him.

“Do you know where my sister is?”

“I haven’t seen her, Tai hasn’t been here.”

“Liar, I didn’t say her name, I want to see her! Is she alright?” Rose wanted to ask more questions but one of the guards pointed a spear in her direction and she shut up.

“Listen carefully child, you have to make a decision, currently there are four people from the otherworld, but only three are allowed to return. You are going to choose which three, and for that you are allowed to visit a total of four times. It doesn’t matter to who you go, but your time is limited so choice wisely.”

Rose started thinking, she knew for sure that Tai was here, but she had no clue about the others. It was already clear to her she would talk two times to Tai and see if she knew anything, maybe the name of the others. She nodded to the old man as understanding and kept silent for another while.

“What is your decision child?”

“I will go see Tai first.”

~~~~~

 “I know what you have to do sister, and you’re going to have a tough time. Sadly, they didn’t tell me who the other prisoners were, but they gave me two usernames, “Zechpw” and “Shinobu”.” Rose looked shocked as she nearly screamed.

“I take it you know these two people?” Tai asked her while she and Rose were talking in their mother tongue. Rose felt somehow safe doing that, as nobody was able to understand them.

“That are Zech and Jay, I think I’ve told you about them.” Tai nodded, her sister had indeed mentioned them in a lot of her stories, and she knew how painful it would be if her sister had to make a choice to kill one of the three people she loved more. Even though Jay and Zech had nearly a 10-year age difference, and her sister was around the same age as Jay was, Rose had a deep bond with the two of them, and Tai couldn’t let that be destroyed, she knew her sister wouldn’t survive it.

“Listen to me Rose, you’re going to pick me, I’m going to die, and give you the happy life I’ve always tried to give you.”

“But, I don’t want to lose you.” Rose tried to hold her tears back as she spoke.

“Listen sister, my life has been about you. I’ve always taken care of you and please respect this as my last wish. Then there is another thing, I got told that if I figured out the names of those who were also imprisoned I was allowed to visit them before you did, so I will do that and explain what decision you have to make, alright?” Rose nodded towards her sister as she still tried to fight her tears.

“Thank you…” With that the time Rose and Tai had was over and Tai was brought away.

~~~~~

“Their names are Zech and Jay.” Tai directed that one simple sentence to the old man by the entrance of the prison, but it was enough.

“Very well then, who would you like to see first?”

“Take me to Zech.” The tribesmen listened to the command from the old man and took her to a building at the edge of the campsite, opened the door and pushed her inside.

“Zech.”

“Who are you? And, where are we?”

“I’m Rose’s sister, listen well to me. They are forcing her to make a choice, one of the four has to die, and the others are allowed to leave this place. I cannot let Rose take away her friends, and I’m sacrificing myself. I just want to know, are you wroth saving, how do you think about my sister?”

“I met your sister on a forum years ago, and we started talking over Skype and later over text. I kept in touch with her no matter what. Around the time that I met her I was heavily depressed, and she was the one who always brightened up my day. I even told her to never stop talking to me because of that. She was my shining light in the dark.”

Tai nodded, this was indeed what she had heard about Zech, but she also knew that he and Rose had had a major fight and after that he had just stopped talking to her, which went slowly over time with the excuse that work got in the way.

“I don’t know where it went wrong, or who messed up, but the contact went away. It was such little that she only wished me happy birthday on the right date, or wishes me happy birthday with my mum, but I thought I had lost her. Except for today, I finally had the courage to speak to her, and look where it brought us.”

“That may be true Zech, but you have a chance to make this good. Rose will come to you too later this day, and we have to convince and make sure I will be the one sacrificed and not you or Jay, as I know she won’t be able to live with the guild of killing you or Jay.”

“I think Jay loves her, you see, the way he told me he met her, and how they talk each day, but more as in how determined he was to find her. I think I’ve already lost.”

“How do you really feel about my sister?”

“I love her.”

“I don’t want anything to happen to her, I would protect her with my life if she would be able to live, but I know I screwed up, and it will never be as before, but I still love her, and I always will.” Rose nodded as the guards pointed at the door.

“Goodbye Zech. Take care of my sister.”

“I will.” With that Tai left the prison and the guards pointed at the prison, or actually the round house right next to Zech’s.

~~~~~

“You’re Rose’s sister.” Tai wasn’t even inside as those words rolled over Jay’s lips. He was shaking and sat in the middle of the building.

“Indeed. I’m here to explain you something, I’m Tai. Good to see you Jay.”

“You see, they gave Rose a choice, she is allowed to save three of us, but the fourth person has to die. She is the one deciding who goes and who doesn’t go.”

“That is terrible, I wouldn’t be able to live if I had to do that with the people I loved.”

“Indeed, and that’s why I’m sacrificing myself, Jay. I know my sister is strong enough to handle the loss of me, but I know if you or Zech are gone she will never be the same again.” Jay nodded as he hid his face in the hoodie he had from Zech.

“Can I ask you, what for kind of impression made Zech on you? I want to be sure I’m giving my life up for someone worthy.” Tai had conveniently left out she had already spoken to Zech and knew he was worth it, but she wanted to hear it from Jay as well, after all she left her sister in the hand of those two and she had to be sure they would protect and help her.

“He has a sort of dark tornado above him, and I recall Rose once telling me she was his bright spot of the day, as she was always so cheerful. Her username matched that you know, it’s Stralend, which means shining.” Tai nodded, she had seen her sister’s username every now and then and approved of the message it gave.

“But I also think he deeply cares about her, no matter how hurt he is, he wants her to be happy.”

“That’s good then. Rose will be here to talk to you, and you’ll need to convince her you won’t be able to life without her. This is very important.” Jay shuddered and hid even further in his borrowed hoodie.

“Did you hear me Jay?”

“Yes, but the bugs.”

“Come dig a small ring around you, that will keep them away.” Together the two of them made the circle as Tai asked her question again after that.

“I won’t let you down.” With that said the guards grabbed Tai and took her back to her prison.

“See you Jay.” Was all she whispered as she then quietly went with her guards, knowing she did everything to protect her sister.

~~~~~

“Who do you want to see first?” The old man returned to Rose’s prison and looked at her.

“Zech, please.”

“Alright.” The guards entered and brought Zech in, as the old man left the prison.

“Rose.” Zech’s voice was as she had remembered, and his English was just as American as it was influenced from German.

“Zech.”

“I’m sorry…” That was the start of Zech’s apology, he told her what he thought, and together they finally talked out the argument they had had years ago.

“Please don’t give yourself up Rose, we need you. Your sister told me what you have to do, and believe me it’s cruel, but I will always be here for you no matter which decision you make.” Zech gave Rose a hug carefully, not knowing if he was allowed to do it.

“Thank you Zech. Restoring our friendship was more than what I could have ever hoped for. Please forgive me.”

“I already have Rose, it’s alright, it’s in the past now.” Rose nodded as she rubbed her face and threw her tears away.

“You should know one thing, how I really feel about you, I love you.” And with that thing said the guards took Zech away and left Rose alone with her thoughts. She didn’t know Zech loved her, and she was unsure what to do with it, but she didn’t want him to die. Maybe her sister was right, maybe killing Tai was the only option, but she didn’t want to.

~~~~~

“Rose!”

“Jay?” Rose had been so in thought she didn’t even realise the guards had brought in Jay. He was wearing a hoodie she had never seen before but somehow felt familiar. It reminded her that she was cold as well.

“You’re shivering. Here, take this.” Jay took the hoodie over his head and gave it to Rose who gladly accepted the heat.

“Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” Jay and Rose first talked about life and finished their conversation. They were having the afternoon before they entered the land of the Foretold before they reached the main topic.

“You aren’t allowed to kill yourself Rose. I won’t be able to live without you, and neither will your sister. I don’t have a life without you, I mean I finished college, I have a job I don’t like, you brighten up my day.” Rose knew it was true, and she only saw now how much Jay and Zech looked alike in personalities, they were so different but at the same time the same as well.

It was then when Rose only fully realised that those two would blame themselves that they didn’t save her if she would sacrifice herself. So, her sister was right, she was the only solution to make sure everyone would be able to live a happy life, without the constant guild. Rose would need to respect her sister’s last wish.

She had enough and burst in tears. Jay pulled her close and gave her a hug, not knowing what else to do. But it was enough for her, and he knew it.

“Ssshh, don’t worry Rose, we’re going to be alright.”

“But I’m going to lose my sister…”

“I know, but you’ll have me, and I’ll never leave you.” With these words Jay was dragged away from Rose and she was left alone again.

~~~~~

“Sister?”

“Sis… You were right, I can’t give either of them up. I don’t know why, but I also cannot bear to lose you, or to even think of it.” The tears appeared over Rose’s face and Tai stepped closer as she embraced her sister in a hug.

“Sssh, it’s going to be alright, no need to cry. Even if I am gone, I will always be with you.”

“How?”

“I will be there.” Tai pointed at Rose’s heart and embraced her. “You will never forget me, and you know how much I love you, and I know how much you love me.”

“I love you so much. And I will never forget you.”

“Then I will never die sister. Never.”

“Alright.”

Rose and Tai spent the remaining time talking to each other, and Tai told Rose that even if their parents wouldn’t be able to afford university. She had saved up every penny she owned so she could give her sister all the support she needed for university.

“You’re going to make it far Rose, I have faith in you, and now, let me save you.” This were the last words Tai spoke before the guards took her away.

“I love you Tai.”

~~~~~

“And, have you made your decision?” The old Asian man came back into the prison and addressed Rose in English. He had probably heard her talking English to either Jay or Zech, but Rose didn’t even question it anymore.

“Tai.” Was all she said, and with that it was over.

She was alone and had to wait what seemed like days before she was finally allowed to leave again. This was the only time that she would see her sister again, and even though she knew she was witnessing her sister’s death, it would give her a bit of peace.

~~~~~

Jay and Zech were standing next to Rose while they were surrounded by eight guards in total. They just had to wait till Tai was dead and then they were allowed to leave and go back to their side of the portal.

Rose had tears in her eyes and Zech embraced her with his arm, then he realised she was wearing his hoodie and looked at Jay who nodded in confirmation. It seemed they already started their job to protect and take care of her.

Tai was brought in by guards and bound on the large stick in the middle of the place. There was wood beneath her feet and she knew she was going to be burned, but the smile on her face, the smile of peace never faded, not even to grimace in pain.

The tribesmen took their bows and lightened their arrows with fire, then they used them to light the fire from a close distance. Rose was watching her sister’s face the whole time till there was nothing left but ash, but that smile was the smile she took with her in her afterlife, and Rose knew her sister was at peace.

~~~~~

Rose was back in her own home and getting ready to move out for university. Somehow she managed to survive the last year without her sister and she found out that she indeed had a lot of savings to pay for university. It was time for a new chapter of her life.

Jay managed to get a job in the city she was going to study and the two of them would share an apartment together. Jay still didn’t know how to cook but Rose was alright with it.

Zech had also found a company that wanted to hire him because he was specialist in Biochemistry and it was well paid, he even had time off to cook for the three of them as on the contrary Zech’s dishes tasted delicious.

The three of them lived together for a long time and Rose was happy with it, when all of them had something to do with their lives, it was as it was meant to be.

Long after they left that city and even that time era, a statue appeared out of nowhere. It reflected two brothers who were protecting their so-called sister from a fire. There was a name for the statue, but it was long gone, but everyone knew the story about how the two brothers protected the girl from grieving over the lost fourth.

Endangered Journey – (6)

“Okay everything is all set.” Except for the horses. Lissandra thought in her mind. Luca glanced at her and expressed a worried look on her face.

“What about the horses?” Eliza’s voice sounded as if it came from far away. Her eyes looked sleepy and it felt as if she just wanted to go to sleep to never wake up.

“I don’t know where to put them.”

“Let me show you.” Eliza said as she wanted to get up. Luca, however, had a different idea and put her down at the floor.

“You’re staying her.”

“But…”

“No arguing you two. Luca will show me. I’m not letting you go outside today anymore Eliza, I don’t want anything happening to you.” Luca and Lissandra wrapped Eliza in her bedroll and got out of the tent. Luca guided Joe as Lissandra calmed Toby and followed him.

The two of them reached the part of the camp where all the horses stayed. Luca was warmly welcomed by the stable boy but the soldiers at a fire close by just stared at Lissandra asking themselves why the bride of their queen had showed up.

“Hey Luca, where did you leave your girlfriend? Or did you replace her?” The same soldier that asked Jonas some questions earlier was picking on his fellow mates again.

“Maybe it’s time you just shut up soldier.” Lissandra interrupted his question as she approached him. “I don’t like the attitude you’re showing towards the people friendly enough to help me.” With that Lissandra turned around and shifted her attention to the stable boy.

“My Queen.” The stable boy bowed as he tried to not look her in the eyes.

“Pleasure to make your acquaintance.” Lissandra felt ignored by the fact that he didn’t want to look her in the eyes, as that was the custom for her people and it took her a while before she realised it was probably rude to look someone in the eyes if the person in question had a lower rank than you did.

“Pleasure as well my Queen.” The stable boy sounded surprised as if he didn’t believe the Queen was a pleasant person after all. “I will look after your horse for the time being. I am sure he will be happy to stay with the others.” Lissandra nodded. She kissed Toby on the head and waved goodbye, as he and Joe left with the boy.

“We need to go back now.” Luca’s voice sounded disturbed yet slightly worried and Lissandra agreed. There was no time to ask around and get to know the soldiers better, she had to take care of Eliza.

“Let’s go.” The two of them ran through the snow and tried to reach the tent as soon as possible. Some of the party members looked at them in disbelief, but Lissandra didn’t care at that point. Eliza was running out of time, and she nor Luca wanted to let her go.

The tent finally appeared in front of them as what they thought had been ages. They rushed inside the first part and saw it was just as dark as that they had left in. Luca kicked off his snow boots and searched for Eliza as Lissandra calmly put out hers and went for the fire. She blew on the fire and tried to get it on but realised it wasn’t working.

“Fire red, get warm instead.” A fire immediately lighted up the tent and the cold got slowly embraced by the heat. It also gave Lissandra enough light to see Luca holding Eliza as he was crying.

“She’s so cold.” Luca’s voice sounded broken and Lissandra saw the grew in his aura swallow the bright colours as she looked closer. Her aura view also told her Eliza was close to her ending as nearly everything glowed deep dark-blue instead of the normal flickering of an aura.

“Will she live?”

“I’m not sure Luca. She’s so far gone. I’m not even sure if I can help her.”

“Please help her!”

“Even if it means you might end up dead?” Lissandra didn’t even need to finish the question or Luca already nodded to her. She knew he would do everything, so it would be alright.

“Remove Eliza’s blanket, and sit down at the other side of the fire. There might be one way, but it’s dangerous, really dangerous.” Luca nodded and did as he said. Then he sat down on the other side of the fire as Eliza was sitting. She looked into his eyes and smiled, it was the last thing she did before passing out. Thomas wanted to run towards her but once glance of Lissandra stopped him from doing so.

“Energy of life come to me, essence of the pain set free.” Lissandra stood at the edge of the fire nearly touching Luca and Eliza. She however threw up her arms and drew the aura of both Luca and Eliza towards her. It took her a lot of effort to control Eliza’s, even though her body as so weakened. Lissandra knew it as the life magic fighting to take Eliza’s life, and not wanting to share any of it. In the end Lissandra managed to mix the aura of two of them and fell down.

“Two that will fulfil one destiny.” The last word sounded as a whisper and Lissandra curled up to see Luca rush towards Eliza, only to pass out herself.

“Daughter of Linea.” a voice called in Lissandra’s head. “Wake up.”

“But why?” Lissandra mumbled the words as she turned around to fall back asleep, but the voice didn’t let her.

“The winter spell.” The voice pushed her up and guided her awareness over the camp. The party members where shivering, and she was the only one able to help them. Lissandra took a deep breath and spread her hand over the tents.

“Winter, cold, stay away.” Lissandra took another breath and whispered the last words of the spell as well. “Let me protect the people who have less to say.” Then the dark voice in her head vanished and she passed out.

The following morning Lissandra was woken up by a noise outside her tent. She only had the time to splash water in her face before someone walked in on her.

“Hello, someone there?” A middle aged man walked into the tent and made his voice sound loud and clear. He had a sword in his hand and was suited in full battle armour.

“I’m here. Who are you why dare you to enter my tent, such early this morning.” Lissandra sat down next to the fire and didn’t fully feel rested. She and the man crossed faces but he didn’t show any kind of emotion at all.

“I was sent by my supervisor, sergeant Ian. He’s worried since Luca didn’t show up for his night shift.”

“I see. Please report back to your sergeant I forced Luca to stay in my tent, as both me and my maid weren’t able to keep the fire going last night. If it wasn’t for him we would have most likely frozen to death.”

“Alright my queen.” The soldier saluted towards her and went back in the cold. Lissandra however check on both Luca and Eliza’s aura only to be surprised both of them still lived.

“Luca, Eliza wake up. We need to get ready to leave, or people will question why we aren’t up yet.” Luca stirred as he heard Lissandra’s voice only a little bit back from where he was sitting.

“Does she live?”

“She does. But she’ll have to stay close to either you or me.” Luca nodded as he got up and left the tent. It as time for him to retreat for his morning duties.

“Oh, someone came to check on you for your night shift. I told them I forced you to stay inside to keep the fire burning since me and Eliza were too tired to do so. You better stick to that story.”

“Alright.” With that Luca left the tent and Lissandra was on her own again. She woke up Eliza and the two of them slowly started to do their morning routine. Eliza went to get the horses on her own even though Lissandra followed her in her mind. They saddled the horses and packed their belongings only to figure out they were the first to finish.

“I think we should get something to eat.” Lissandra said to Eliza.

“Indeed, let’s go to the cook area. I’m sure there would be some leftovers from yesterday’s dinner.” Eliza and Lissandra walked next to their horses and Lissandra payed attention to what everyone they passed was saying.

“Hey James, can you pass me the salt? This part has been frozen as well.” One of the soldiers yelled at the one running around with salt as they tried to remove the tents.

“Sure, give me a second, Jonas asked before you.” Lissandra was worried as she watched the soldiers breaking up the tents, but knew she couldn’t help them with her magic as she wanted to stay under the radar.

“Ah, my lady, I assume you would like to have some breakfast?” The chief of the kitchen appeared in front of her and pointed at the pan above the fire. “I’ll have to disappoint you. Everything froze overnight, even with the fires surrounding them.”

“That is alright. But I think you should check again, it seems to be quite warm.” As Lissandra was speaking she chanted the word fire in her mind while thinking of the pan above the fire.

“I think you’re right my lady. It seems the food thawed. Let me offer you the first bit.” Lissandra and Eliza ate their breakfast in silence as soldiers and servants joined them as well. Several of them sat down to have a small chat with Lissandra and she enjoying hearing them talk about their lives back home, yet at the same time longed back for her on room as well.

It took the party an hour more than usual to fully pack the camp again. Lissandra and Eliza took their place after King Roland and his General. It seemed that today they would finally reach the lower parts of the mountain and say goodbye to some of the cold. Lissandra was relieved about that, since that meant her spell had worked, and nobody died yet.

During the day Lissandra checked on Eliza. Her aura had changed since she used her life magic to bound Luca and Eliza and you saw the bright colours of Luca’s aura mixed with the deep dark-blue aura Eliza got from the life magic of the wizard. Lissandra had never seen such thing before, but she didn’t complain. It somehow worked out, yet she didn’t tell the two of them hat she had done yet, and at this point it as too dangerous to do so. She decided she would only tell the two of them about the connection they shared when it was a treat of life or death.

“Princess Lissandra.”

“Roland?” Lissandra’s face looked neutral as King Roland approached her to talk to her.

“I heard you allowed one of the soldiers to stay in your tent at night.”

“That is correct Roland. I was so exhausted and my maid felt sick, so I couldn’t make her stay up to keep the fire alive. I asked the first person who passed to take the job, and he did. I am soon to be their Queen after all.” It took a while before Roland answered, and Lissandra felt as if he was considering her argument.

“Alright then. I’m glad you and your servant are feeling better now.” King Roland sounded indifferent as he returned to his General at the head of the party. Lissandra refused to ride with him today as she was only used for show, and enjoyed her place between the servants. Eliza showed her where her place in the party would be, and that’s where the two of them stayed for now, until the time came King Roland would force Lissandra back at his side.

The last few days went by without something special occurring. The party kept the same routine as they had had the whole journey through the mountain, and here and there snow got replaced by grass. The nights grew less cold and Lissandra stopped using her spell to kill the cold. It gave her more energy for the spell she as going to use to travel through the land.

Elaine once explained to her that her speciality was the connection to nature. She would be able to shape the earth in different kind of shapes, as well as use them to travel fast without being seen. With one stack of energy you would be able to cover at least half the country, or at least that’s what she always told Lissandra. Lissandra had never really tried the enchantment, but knew it was her only chance.

On the 17th day of the journey the party finally said goodbye to the mountains and went down the hill to end up in the city of Oyan, the first of the so many to come. It was that night that Lissandra retreated to her tent early and gave Eliza orders to not let anyone in or out. She was joined by Luca who was assigned as Lissandra’s personal guard. Lissandra suspected his sergeant assigning him to it, but she was relieved since she knew he would guard both her and Eliza with the best of his ability.

Lissandra stood on the ground and tried to recall the steps Elaine told her. It involved a lot of steps, and the first one was finding a place her feet touched the earth. She removed her socks and felt the earth under her feet while nodding to herself.

“This place is perfect.” She stood up and felt the power of the land flow through her. It felt like flying but different. She could feel through the mountains and snow, but on the other side she felt the side pushing into the land, trying to find a way to eat the land. The second step Elaine told her as to make a few random gestures in the direction she wanted to travel. And then the last step before saying the enchantment as to picture your destination in your head.

“Earth take me with you, send me to the place I don’t want to get though.” Lissandra felt that she was first pushed up into the air, but she sank deep into the earth right after. It only took a mere second for the earth to push Lissandra out again, and she looked at her surroundings. The earth had dropped her right at the front door of the cottage she had seen so many times already.

Lissandra knocked the door and waited. Then she knocked again, knowing the person living there wasn’t used to visitors at all. The door opened and a slightly surprised man stood in the doorway.

“Thomas!” Lissandra threw herself in his arms and he embraced her, to never let go again.

Endangered Journey – (5)

“Jonas, do you think that when we arrive back home, your wife will see have her belly stuffed up?” One of the soldiers laughed as he asked his fellow mate his question.

“I don’t think so. I’ll be returning to my home and it’ll be done with the quietness. I honestly wonder if I am going to be a proud father of a son or a daughter.” Lissandra felt bad that Jonas couldn’t see the birth of his child since he had joined King Roland on his delegation towards Linea. This was just another point that showed her King Roland wasn’t a good king towards his people and she wondered for how long that would still be going on.

Lissandra thanked the kitchen staff again and decided to call it an early night. She walked back towards her tent and as she checked her surroundings again and felt a sort of energy wave. A person on the left appeared. Lissandra tried to get a look at his face but had to look all the way up and failed. The men’s face seemed to be covered with his dark-brown hair which was waving in front of his face.

“So we meet at last.” A voice dark and deep assembled in her mind and it fit with the darker skin she saw underneath his hair.

“It seems we do.” Lissandra answered with her voice and stayed calm, not moving anymore.

“You are protecting the camp from the storm, even though they are not your people. For that I am grateful.” Lissandra nodded towards him, and was well aware of the fact the wizard had its own mind.

“I am simply doing what every Queen-to-be would do. These will soon be my people, and I can’t let them die if I have the strength to save them.”

“I agree, Daughter of Linea. This is why, I will not bother you till we are out of the cold, no matter what my master says. I refuse to see more men die.” Lissandra was surprised he used the title of the old days, but held her face straight.

“Then we agree.” With that the wizard vanished and Lissandra resumed her walk to her tent. The wizard did the same, and Lissandra saw him disappear into the night.

It was colder in the tent as the night before when Lissandra entered. She saw Eliza was sound asleep in the small room made for a servant and smiled. Lissandra sat down on her bedroll and oversaw the camp again. It was a bit more difficult to do because of the place of the camp, but it in the end she pictured all of them.

“Winter, cold, stay away. Let me protect the people who have less to say.” She whispered those worlds again, creating the invisible barrier once more. It drained more energy than last time, and as she was already exhausted the barrier wasn’t stable at the beginning. It took her a few moments to concentrate again, and then she finally stabilized the barrier. It was now set for another night of dark and cold.

“My queen?” Eliza was sitting next to Lissandra’s bedroll and hoped she would wake up.

“I’m up. Did anything in the camp change?” Lissandra got out of her bedroll and changed into her warm clothes. She wore a deep blue cloak and with a warm dress underneath. The cloak had been a gift of Elaine when word was spread one of the Princesses would be leaving to marry the Southern King. She had sent it after the party to give it to her, and it held a solemn note.

“This cloak will protect you not only from the cold, but also when you want to go unseen it will grant you that wish.” Lissandra knew exactly what Elaine had meant with that, she wanted her to at least visit Thomas once to explain what is going on.

Lissandra knew her father would have been honoured that one of his daughters had been given a gift of an old relic of their people, but he wasn’t aware. The cloak had been from Lissandra’s mother who had given it to Elaine to keep it save till a situation occurred which was proper enough to pass it on to the next person.

“Nothing has changed my Queen. But somehow I got ordered to stay with you during the day instead of Osvar.” Lissandra nodded, that meant the wizard was keeping his promise and wouldn’t do anything till they were out of the mountains.

“That’s good.”

“Indeed. I’m sure Luca would be relieved to hear this as well. If I see him I’ll pass him the news.”

“That’s alright. Let’s pack the tent and all the other belongings for now. Can you retrieve Toby from the stable boy?” Eliza nodded and put on her coat as well. She stepped outside into the freezing cold and was on her way.

Lissandra first packed her bedroll and then made sure her magical artefacts where still save before she packed the rest of her belongings. Everything was already standing neatly in the tent, and the inside layer was already rolled up when Eliza returned with Toby. Lissandra felt them arriving and went outside.

“Hey Toby, how’s my boy?” She petted him on the nose and stroke over his fur. He responded to her by nearly licking her hair but she just dodged him time.

“Yeah, it’s good to see you again too.” Lissandra let Toby to the entrance of the tent and carried all her belongings outside. Together with Eliza she made sure everything was safely put in the saddlebags and they took the last part of the tent down. This part was unique as it folded itself to a bag with leftover space. Lissandra put her most important belongings inside, which where her magical artefacts and the book Thomas had bought for her on her seventeenth birthday. It had something magical and that’s why Thomas got if for her, but at the same time it meant more to her than she would be able to explain.

It took a while until the rest of the camp had finished packing. Eliza and Lissandra were waiting at the start of the party, where some of the members had already assembled as they watched the others clean up.

“Ah, Princess Lissandra there you are.” A soft voice appeared from the side of her. She stared into the eyes of a woman unknown, yet it felt as she was staring in the dark. The woman’s hair was just as dark as her eyes and Lissandra didn’t know what to think of her.

“The King sent me. I am to give you this cloak as a gratitude of him. It was warm and will help you protect against the cold. He would be pleased to see you wear it during the trip.” The woman handed over a cloak which looked like a regular piece of clothing according to Lissandra.

“Thank you.” Lissandra accepted the cloak and checked it on magic. Even though the wizard gave her his word she wasn’t sure. When there was a positive outcome she decided it was worth wearing it.

“Queen no!” Eliza screamed as Lissandra was trying to put the cloak over her own. “That thing is poisoned. It reeks of sweetness but at the same time smells a bit bitter. It’s bluefly without any doubt.”

Lissandra closed her eyes and tried to picture the poison on the cloak. It took her a lot of concentration and Eliza was standing next to her, facing the worst.

“You’re right.” Lissandra saw a vague blue aura but it immediately slipped away as she spoke. She took a part of the snow and rubbed it over the clock, and then she saw the signs disappear.

“I’m going to pay Roland a visit. He won’t be getting away with this.” As Lissandra tried to give Toby orders she saw the camp had fully disappeared and knew it wasn’t the time. She gestured at Eliza and the two of them took their place in the party.

It was getting even colder as the day continued but nobody said a thing. Roland and his General let the group and Lissandra followed them as she made sure the gift didn’t touch Toby in any way, she was in no position to lose her horse. At some point Roland turned to Lissandra.

“You spend a lot of time at the regular fires, why does a noble born lower herself to speak to the servants?” Lissandra sighed and knew she would have no way denying her presence at the fire.

“In Linea there is a custom everyone is equal, no royalty should be placed above the regular inhabitants, nor people should try to kill each other.” Roland looked her in the eyes and he saw hers burning. They weren’t the deep blue ones like they used to be when they first met, but Lissandra’s eyes were burning with passion.

“We love the people, and would protect them at all cost. It means we don’t give others presents they don’t need and we don’t try to kill the person who protects us from the cold.” She looked back at Roland with her eyes as fire, hoping her message got across. Then she left a note on his aura, marking him as a traitor. It would only last a few days, but she as sure someone else than her would spot it.

Roland continued to ride in silence till the end of the road, there he knew he had to make the decision which road to go and he looked at the map his General carried with him.

“Everyone, we’ll be going down!” The general’s voice echoed through the mountains as he voiced the decision of the king. Lissandra knew it would only be a matter of time before they would reach the end of the snow now and felt strange. Soon she would say goodbye to the place she knew as her pocket and dive into the unknown.

“My queen?” Eliza coughed and stammered as she tried to get Lissandra’s attention.

“Eliza what’s wrong? You seem so pale.” Lissandra looked at the girl and saw her lips were blue.

“Nothing, my Queen. I’m fine.” Lissandra didn’t buy the answer and opened her mind. There was a deep dark-blue circle blocking most of Eliza’s aura, and Lissandra immediately knew it as magic. It seemed like the cold of the icy ground was slowly being transferred to her servant.

“We’ve stopped for the night. Our tent is to be placed somewhere on the side. Luca should soon know where.” Eliza rubbed her hands over her arms and put them under her armpits afterwards as she spoke.

“Okay, I hope he comes soon, I’m longing for heat.” The two of them waited as Lissandra wondered why the wizard didn’t keep his promise, he didn’t want anyone to die either. Or, he had placed the spell on her servant before he said that.

“The king ordered me.” A deep dark voice appeared in her mind again. “I can’t undo it, even if I tried. It’s life magic, the most powerful of them all.” With that the voice disappeared again, leaving Lissandra in the dark. She was still wondering about what the wizard had said when Luca appeared from the camp.

“Eliza!” There you are. I’ve been looking everywhere for you. I thought you were with Osvar?”

“I got assigned to stay with the Queen today.” Luca looked relieved as he heard that. He wrapped his arms around Eliza and felt her cold body lean against his.

“Luca. You have to show us now where we can put the tent.” Lissandra was growing more and more concerned about Eliza as she saw that Thomas’ aura only pushed a small bit of the blue away, but not the most important part.

“Okay my Queen.” Luca rushed through the camp as Toby and Joe, Eliza’s horse, followed him. It took them a moment to pass the main fire and Luca turned left straight afterwards. The tree of them ended up at an open space surrounded by tents but yet felt the stirring cold howling through them.

“Here we are.” Lissandra was quick to take action, she unfolded her bag and put her belongings in the middle of the open place. She gestured Luca to help her to spread the tent as it already flipped open creating the shape. They were soon to put the rods on the inside and the tent was standing. Lissandra gestured both Luca and Eliza inside as she did the rest of her unpacking herself. The last thing she did was putting the second layer of the tent over the darker one, only to realise she had to fully walk around the tent to check if it was standing strong enough.

In the tent there was nearly no light, and Eliza struggled to light the candle that was in the middle. Luca wrapped his arms around hers and helped her. He felt the wind blow through the tent and pulled Eliza closer to him, shielding her. Lissandra walked in on the two of them with her saddle bags and excused herself to gather the rest of her belongings.

Endangered Journey – (4)

Lissandra spoke the magical words in her mind, not wanting anyone to hear the magical words of her language. She didn’t trust the king nor the general to hear some of the magical words. The snow melted in a second and the party was able to continue the way down the mountain. Everyone looked surprised when they were able to move on through the path like nothing happened, but they didn’t really question it as the party had seen magic at work before at the castle.

It was something else for Lissandra though, she felt that the snow was magical and used a lot of her energy to clear out the enchantment from what she presumed was the spell of King Roland’s wizard that was somewhere in the party. She hadn’t really searched for the wizard yet, but she knew there was one in the party. She also started to believe King Roland was more than what he showed he was. Her heart told her she needed to wait for her suspicions to be confirmed till she would reach the castle. Only being in the same place for a while was a good environment to protect her own spells and to make her magic untraceable.

The party continued over the snowy pass as Lissandra became to feel really tired, it was as if someone was taking all her energy away. This was dangerous since she was the only one protecting the party from the freezing cold, unless the wizard of Roland would be able to do the same. She made sure Toby knew what she was up to as she went out of her body to check her aura from the side line. It was then that she saw the blue around herself and realised that while she moved the ice someone had enchanted her.

It seems Roland really wants to get me in his power, she thought to herself while trying to find the source of the enchantment. Lissandra knew she had to hurry up as the blue was also slowly holding on to her horse, and she didn’t want anything to happen to Toby. In the end she created a cocoon and wrapped herself around it, pushing the blue away for now. It wasn’t the ideal solution but it had to do for now. She was better off protected by her own magic, and knew it would hold to blue glow away for now. Lissandra dove back into her body and already felt some of her energy come back. It was as if she blocked the source and nodded to herself.

The rest of the day went by without something unusual happening. Lissandra was riding behind King Roland and his General, but she couldn’t make up what they were talking about. She became more and more interested in who the general was, and why he seemed so close towards Roland. While she was spending time with Roland in Yara, it seemed as if he was acting on his own, but now she grew suspicious he wasn’t at all.

The party stopped for the night when they found a flat part in the mountain. It was party covered by a rock that was oddly placed on a side of the mountain. Lissandra thought the place looked as if water had shaped the cave under it, and even though she had travelled through these mountains for years now, this place was unknown to her.

“Everyone, assemble the camp!” The voice of the General echoed through the party as the energy flow immediately changed. Lissandra watched for a few moments as the servants unpacked their horses and carriages. She enjoyed watching them rebuild the camp every night, it was done in such a fast pace and she knew these people were used travelling long distances together. The chief of the kitchen was soon on the move as well. She first helped with the others by putting up the tents they were sleeping in, but after that she looked at the proviant and assigned orders to each of her staff.

“Ivonne, please peel enough potatoes for everyone in the camp. Ask Dillan to help you.”

“Yes miss.” With that Ivonne called over to Dillan and the two of them disappeared in the tent with the proviant.

“Iris, today we will be fine with just the four of us cooking. Can you please send the others to help the soldiers assemble the rest of the party?”

“Yes miss.” Iris walked towards the other side of the kitchen’s staff area and gestured the two who were sitting next to the fire to get up and help the soldiers. Lissandra smiled as she enjoyed all the party members doing their work.

“My Queen?” Lissandra looked to the side. It was Eliza who approached her from the side. The girl looked like she was nearly freezing again, yet she was still standing.

“Yes Eliza?”

“I have found the place your tent can be set up. Would you like to follow me?” Eliza ended her sentence with a respectful bow and gestured to the edge of the camp. Lissandra nodded and followed Eliza. The two of them reached a spot on the side of the camp and nearly all out in the open.

“Here you can put your tent my Queen.”

“Thank you Eliza. Can you help me?”

“Of course my Queen.” Together the two of them gathered all the bags from Toby and pulled up the tent. Lissandra was careful to attach both sides of the tent to each other, she didn’t want any cold coming inside.

Eliza took Toby to the place they had set up for the horses and Lissandra followed him with her mind for a bit as she laid an untouchable spell on him. She fixed the last parts of her tent and awaited for Eliza to return.

“My Queen?” Luca approached Lissandra from the other side of the camp. “Won’t you be getting cold if your tent is set up here? I can’t believe the King assigned your tent to be set up here.”

“Hey there Luca. Thank you for your concern, but I’ll be fine. My tent is made out of the finest fabric of my kingdom and I will be protected against the cold.”

“Ah, that makes sense.” Luca nodded and tried to find an excuse to say a little bit longer. Lissandra felt his curiosity to know more, but didn’t really know where is loyalty was yet.

“Luca, could I ask you something?”

“Of course my Queen.”

“Is there a wizard with us?” Lissandra looked Luca deep in the eyes and knew there was, but it looked as if he was scared to answer that question.

“Luca!” Eliza’s voice sounded from not so far away as she ran towards him and gave him a hug.

“Eliza!” He returned the hug with the same pleasure as he wrapped her hands around his friend. “Are you alright?” The two of them seemed to completely forget Lissandra was watching them and were just speaking openly with each other.

“I am, don’t worry Luca.” She patted him on the head as her glove seemed to shake a bit.

“Are you sure about that Eliza?” Luca looked concerned as he worried about his friend.

“I am Luca. I’ve been alright other than the fact I am serving Osvar during the day. He’s a total jerk and I can’t understand how people keep up with him.”

“He is a jerk, but holds an important place in our party, you’ll have to live with it for now.” Luca rubbed Eliza’s arms as he spoke only to keep her in his embrace after.

“So this is your friend Eliza?” Lissandra smiled. It now all made sense why a seventeen-year-old had volunteered for the job of her maiden.

“Uh. Yes, my Queen.” Eliza stammered. She didn’t exactly know what to say anymore and realised she had been very rude ignoring the Queen as she spoke to Luca.

“He seems lovely. And if you two will excuse me now.” Lissandra turned around as she saw Eliza shiver again. When she looked more closely she found out that Eliza’s aura was completely blue instead of the bright colour it had been when they first met. “Can I trust the two of you?”

“Yes my Queen.” Eliza immediately said. She poked Luca as he never answered, but he seemed far away in thought.

“It would be dangerous to trust you, my Queen. If word got out the Queen has already made allies with some of the party members, King Roland will kill us, I am sure of that.” Lissandra nodded, she knew Luca was right. “Then again, I have never been such a follower of King Roland, so you can trust me.”

With that out of the way Lissandra gestured to Eliza’s hand and she showed them to the Queen. She blew on Eliza’s hands, and she immediately felt the heat spread through her body.

“Fire and ice be no more, cold blue go back to your hole.” Lissandra left out a sigh as the spell drained her energy, but was satisfied with the result. Eliza stopped shivering and gained some colour back on her skin.

“Thank you, my Queen.” She bowed and nodded gratefully.

“You’re very welcome Eliza. Now, listen closely, both of you. I don’t want a word out of how powerful my magic is, understood?” Lissandra stared at the two of them, waiting for an answer.

Eliza and Luca nodded in agreement knowing the importance of these things. The three of them parted ways not long after. Eliza went back to the Queen’s tent to enjoy the heat, while Luca resumed his guarding duties. Lissandra however had something else planned. She knew she had to rest at some point because of all the magic she had been using today, but couldn’t leave the problem of the wizard aside. She was quite sure that Osvar guy was the wizard in the party, but she needed confirmation.

Lissandra moved towards the main fire as she opened up her mind. The whole camp seemed at ease, and there was no rush for anything. She however was on guard all the time, as she knew how difficult it would be to spot the wizard out. As the main fire got closer she nearly checked each tent within the area and knew the wizard had to be at one of the fires.

“My lady. You’re just in time to join us for dinner.” The head of the kitchen staff rushed towards her holding a plate with potatoes and other vegetable. They were native vegetable from Linea, and Lissandra hoped they would taste just as good as they did at home.  

“That sounds wonderful! Lissandra sat down close to the fire and accepted the plate. Her mouth got filled with the different tastes from her homeland and she hoped someone would take the effort to make more of the dishes in her homeland.

“It’s delicious, like home.”

“I tried to follow the recipe the farmers gave me, my lady. I hoped it turned out good.”

“It really did. It’s been a long time since I ate it like this.”

“It pleases me to hear this my lady.” With that the chief of the kitchen returned to her staff and made sure everyone would get food. Lissandra stayed at the fire even after she had given her plate to one of them.

The different shifts of the guards walked in and got provided with food as well. Lissandra listened to their stories as they talked about their mates back home, and the others they left behind.

Endangered Journey – (3)

Lissandra spoke the magical words in her mind, not wanting anyone to hear the magical words of her language. She didn’t trust the king nor the general to hear some of the magical words. The snow melted in a second and the party was able to continue the way down the mountain. Everyone looked surprised when they were able to move on through the path like nothing happened, but they didn’t really question it as the party had seen magic at work before at the castle.

It was something else for Lissandra though, she felt that the snow was magical and used a lot of her energy to clear out the enchantment from what she presumed was the spell of King Roland’s wizard that was somewhere in the party. She hadn’t really searched for the wizard yet, but she knew there was one in the party. She also started to believe King Roland was more than what he showed he was. Her heart told her she needed to wait for her suspicions to be confirmed till she would reach the castle. Only being in the same place for a while was a good environment to protect her own spells and to make her magic untraceable.

The party continued over the snowy pass as Lissandra became to feel really tired, it was as if someone was taking all her energy away. This was dangerous since she was the only one protecting the party from the freezing cold, unless the wizard of Roland would be able to do the same. She made sure Toby knew what she was up to as she went out of her body to check her aura from the side line. It was then that she saw the blue around herself and realised that while she moved the ice someone had enchanted her.

It seems Roland really wants to get me in his power, she thought to herself while trying to find the source of the enchantment. Lissandra knew she had to hurry up as the blue was also slowly holding on to her horse, and she didn’t want anything to happen to Toby. In the end she created a cocoon and wrapped herself around it, pushing the blue away for now. It wasn’t the ideal solution but it had to do for now. She was better off protected by her own magic, and knew it would hold to blue glow away for now. Lissandra dove back into her body and already felt some of her energy come back. It was as if she blocked the source and nodded to herself.

The rest of the day went by without something unusual happening. Lissandra was riding behind King Roland and his General, but she couldn’t make up what they were talking about. She became more and more interested in who the general was, and why he seemed so close towards Roland. While she was spending time with Roland in Yara, it seemed as if he was acting on his own, but now she grew suspicious he wasn’t at all.

The party stopped for the night when they found a flat part in the mountain. It was party covered by a rock that was oddly placed on a side of the mountain. Lissandra thought the place looked as if water had shaped the cave under it, and even though she had travelled through these mountains for years now, this place was unknown to her.

“Everyone, assemble the camp!” The voice of the General echoed through the party as the energy flow immediately changed. Lissandra watched for a few moments as the servants unpacked their horses and carriages. She enjoyed watching them rebuild the camp every night, it was done in such a fast pace and she knew these people were used travelling long distances together. The chief of the kitchen was soon on the move as well. She first helped with the others by putting up the tents they were sleeping in, but after that she looked at the proviant and assigned orders to each of her staff.

“Ivonne, please peel enough potatoes for everyone in the camp. Ask Dillan to help you.”

“Yes miss.” With that Ivonne called over to Dillan and the two of them disappeared in the tent with the proviant.

“Iris, today we will be fine with just the four of us cooking. Can you please send the others to help the soldiers assemble the rest of the party?”

“Yes miss.” Iris walked towards the other side of the kitchen’s staff area and gestured the two who were sitting next to the fire to get up and help the soldiers. Lissandra smiled as she enjoyed all the party members doing their work.

“My Queen?” Lissandra looked to the side. It was Eliza who approached her from the side. The girl looked like she was nearly freezing again, yet she was still standing.

“Yes Eliza?”

“I have found the place your tent can be set up. Would you like to follow me?” Eliza ended her sentence with a respectful bow and gestured to the edge of the camp. Lissandra nodded and followed Eliza. The two of them reached a spot on the side of the camp and nearly all out in the open.

“Here you can put your tent my Queen.”

“Thank you Eliza. Can you help me?”

“Of course my Queen.” Together the two of them gathered all the bags from Toby and pulled up the tent. Lissandra was careful to attach both sides of the tent to each other, she didn’t want any cold coming inside.

Eliza took Toby to the place they had set up for the horses and Lissandra followed him with her mind for a bit as she laid an untouchable spell on him. She fixed the last parts of her tent and awaited for Eliza to return.

“My Queen?” Luca approached Lissandra from the other side of the camp. “Won’t you be getting cold if your tent is set up here? I can’t believe the King assigned your tent to be set up here.”

“Hey there Luca. Thank you for your concern, but I’ll be fine. My tent is made out of the finest fabric of my kingdom and I will be protected against the cold.”

“Ah, that makes sense.” Luca nodded and tried to find an excuse to say a little bit longer. Lissandra felt his curiosity to know more, but didn’t really know where is loyalty was yet.

“Luca, could I ask you something?”

“Of course my Queen.”

“Is there a wizard with us?” Lissandra looked Luca deep in the eyes and knew there was, but it looked as if he was scared to answer that question.

“Luca!” Eliza’s voice sounded from not so far away as she ran towards him and gave him a hug.

“Eliza!” He returned the hug with the same pleasure as he wrapped her hands around his friend. “Are you alright?” The two of them seemed to completely forget Lissandra was watching them and were just speaking openly with each other.

“I am, don’t worry Luca.” She patted him on the head as her glove seemed to shake a bit.

“Are you sure about that Eliza?” Luca looked concerned as he worried about his friend.

“I am Luca. I’ve been alright other than the fact I am serving Osvar during the day. He’s a total jerk and I can’t understand how people keep up with him.”

“He is a jerk, but holds an important place in our party, you’ll have to live with it for now.” Luca rubbed Eliza’s arms as he spoke only to keep her in his embrace after.

“So this is your friend Eliza?” Lissandra smiled. It now all made sense why a seventeen-year-old had volunteered for the job of her maiden.

“Uh. Yes, my Queen.” Eliza stammered. She didn’t exactly know what to say anymore and realised she had been very rude ignoring the Queen as she spoke to Luca.

“He seems lovely. And if you two will excuse me now.” Lissandra turned around as she saw Eliza shiver again. When she looked more closely she found out that Eliza’s aura was completely blue instead of the bright colour it had been when they first met. “Can I trust the two of you?”

“Yes my Queen.” Eliza immediately said. She poked Luca as he never answered, but he seemed far away in thought.

“It would be dangerous to trust you, my Queen. If word got out the Queen has already made allies with some of the party members, King Roland will kill us, I am sure of that.” Lissandra nodded, she knew Luca was right. “Then again, I have never been such a follower of King Roland, so you can trust me.”

With that out of the way Lissandra gestured to Eliza’s hand and she showed them to the Queen. She blew on Eliza’s hands, and she immediately felt the heat spread through her body.

“Fire and ice be no more, cold blue go back to your hole.” Lissandra left out a sigh as the spell drained her energy, but was satisfied with the result. Eliza stopped shivering and gained some colour back on her skin.

“Thank you, my Queen.” She bowed and nodded gratefully.

“You’re very welcome Eliza. Now, listen closely, both of you. I don’t want a word out of how powerful my magic is, understood?” Lissandra stared at the two of them, waiting for an answer.

Eliza and Luca nodded in agreement knowing the importance of these things. The three of them parted ways not long after. Eliza went back to the Queen’s tent to enjoy the heat, while Luca resumed his guarding duties. Lissandra however had something else planned. She knew she had to rest at some point because of all the magic she had been using today, but couldn’t leave the problem of the wizard aside. She was quite sure that Osvar guy was the wizard in the party, but she needed confirmation.

Lissandra moved towards the main fire as she opened up her mind. The whole camp seemed at ease, and there was no rush for anything. She however was on guard all the time, as she knew how difficult it would be to spot the wizard out. As the main fire got closer she nearly checked each tent within the area and knew the wizard had to be at one of the fires.

“My lady. You’re just in time to join us for dinner.” The head of the kitchen staff rushed towards her holding a plate with potatoes and other vegetable. They were native vegetable from Linea, and Lissandra hoped they would taste just as good as they did at home.  

“That sounds wonderful! Lissandra sat down close to the fire and accepted the plate. Her mouth got filled with the different tastes from her homeland and she hoped someone would take the effort to make more of the dishes in her homeland.

“It’s delicious, like home.”

“I tried to follow the recipe the farmers gave me, my lady. I hoped it turned out good.”

“It really did. It’s been a long time since I ate it like this.”

“It pleases me to hear this my lady.” With that the chief of the kitchen returned to her staff and made sure everyone would get food. Lissandra stayed at the fire even after she had given her plate to one of them.

The different shifts of the guards walked in and got provided with food as well. Lissandra listened to their stories as they talked about their mates back home, and the others they left behind.